Deployment thoughts

It’s a New Year…

As I talked about in my last post, I have always been a fan of New Years.  This New Year’s started out with a killer migraine on NYE and as the day progressed, so did my headache.  Thankfully I was able to cut out of work an hour early, and take a much needed nap with a Motrin cocktail in tow.  We spent the evening with our dear friends who are also neighbors, and I am proud to say I stayed awake until after 1 a.m., LOL!

I woke up rather late on New Year’s day, and immediately felt a sinking sadness looming in my chest.  I cried, most of the morning, and then decided I needed a nap because I was over tired and over emotional, and I cried myself to sleep.  I am going to miss my husband, more than I can even say in words.  (Sorry, broken record, I know…)

He always makes me smile
He always makes me smile

Thankfully, I woke up feeling much better.  We spent the rest of the weekend cleaning, putting Christmas away, and cleaning some more.  My house was immaculate, and I was at peace.  We had an interview with a nanny on Sunday, and it went GREAT. She starts next Monday, and this is a HUGE weight lifted off my shoulders.  I still don’t know how I am going to #doallthethingsallbymyself but at least now one of those things is taken care of for me.

A big thumbs up for our new nanny!
A big thumbs up for our new nanny!

So now, as the days fly by and the countdown to my husband’s departure ticks by I am thoughtful in my goals for this next year.  My goal to PR the marathon distance will be sidelined, and my cookbook put off for probably another year (although I will still catalog my recipes on the blog) and I will be focusing on staying positive for my kids, smiling/laughing every day, and doing things I love with the people I love.

What are you plans for the New Year?  Do you make resolutions/goals?  Have you ever had to deal with a long term separation from your spouse?

Here’s to a great 2016!

Cheers!

❤ Michelle