Monday Musings

Monday musings
A forewarning, this post will be all over the place, and probably not full of unicorns, glitter, or butterflies. I caveat that, with the fact that I am FORCING myself to keep moving forward, regardless of the current situation.
I find it almost ironic that just a few weeks ago I posted about the fact that while although I am thankful I have a job, I don’t love my current career. My career was chosen for me by the Air Force, 23 years ago, and during my 20 year career serving in the military I was at least able to delve into so many other areas of the Air Force, which made actual career as a histology technician tolerable.
I was blessed to march in the Korean War Memorial dedication parade. I was a part of many organizations, and served under the Commander and Chief as an executive assistant for almost a year. I was a fitness instructor. I served on many service member of the quarter/year award boards. I was a training instructor. I even did other aspects of the lab such as Point of Care testing. I led training runs, memorial runs, and more ceremonies than I can count on one hand.
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Yet for the last 2 ½ years…I’ve simply gone to work, punched in, did my job, and came home each night. While completely thankful to HAVE a job, this JOB no longer brings me joy.
And now, knowing my job is being eliminated, I have been on the job hunt for nearly 3 weeks without a single bite.
I’ve remained faithful, with constant forward movement and self-talk that involves a lot of yelling, crying, and begging for God to show me where the heck I am supposed to be in life at the ripe age of 41.
I thought by now I’d have it figured out. But nope…
I do know these few things.
I love to run, and running with friends makes me even happier when the mileage increases.
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I love to cook, invent, and inspire others with the foods I prepare.
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I love to take pictures, and although I’d never call myself a photographer, I love being behind the lens.
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I love inspiring and helping others. It not only makes my crap, well, less craptastic, but it brings me such joy to help someone through a difficult time in their life.
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I love to write. I have been writing since the age of 12, and although I am just an amateur, I truly love the written word.
Yet, none of these passions will provide for my family currently…yet…

With that, I have to keep plugging along, searching for a new job at least 2-3 hours each night, praying that right fit will come along. My family needs my financial, and happy mental support.

9 Comments on “Monday Musings

  1. It sounds like you’re craving to let your creative side out. I totally get that. My previous career was as a vet but even though I thought it was my dream career, it was much more satisfying to use my creativity. I hope you find exactly the job that fills that need in you,

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  2. I understand.. I’m here always.
    The job market…Yeah not good but keep trying. I work in a job that barely pays bills but we do what we must. Pray and have faith love.

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  3. Thank you for your service, from one service member to another! And I love this post because the little snippets say so much about you! 😀 The job market…ugh… with the Army cuts, I am already looking at other jobs. Hopefully I’ll be fortunate in that regards.

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